Thoughts...

Random Thoughts:

Sugar Coating our Statements:
I decided that having a boyfriend who rarely sugar coats things is a great thing. At first it completely frustrated me, mostly because we (a society) are soo used to sugar coating everything for people.
But not him, he RARELY sugar coats anything. Sometimes this can be a bad thing, but mostly it is good.
As his girlfriend it is a very nice quality actually, although sometimes it is harsh, he is always honest. He never gives me an answer just because he thinks that is what I want to hear. Because of this, when he says things, I believe him 100% of the time. I never have to consider if he is saying things just to get something from me, I never think that he is just saying it to say it, or saying it because it's the right thing to say. When he calls me beautiful, I know he means it. It really is a blessing in our relationship. I never have to guess what he means, or if he is just saying it. He says what he means. And the funnier part is the times in which he does sugar coat something for me, he immediately feels the need to tell me.
Example:

Me: "ohh you did that just for me?"
Him: "Yes I did"
....(5 seconds pass)
Him: " No, sorry No I didn't do that just for you, but I am glad that it had a positive effect for you as well"

It cracks me up every time. Really, you couldn't even let me think just for 10 seconds that it was just for me? Well that is ok... I appreciate the truth.

Clean this House:
I am busy. When I say that I am no exaggerating, if you think I am, I will show you my google calendar. I am BUSY! But business is no excuse for the disaster my house (insert apartment, but house makes me feel more grown up) has become. It is a wreck. I really really want to simplify my life. Get rid of stuff in my apartment that really I will never use. Get rid of stuff in my closet that has been sitting in the same box since the day I moved in over a year ago. Get rid of clothes that I never wear. But the problem is... I start, I do good for a little while... then I break. I start convincing myself that of course I will wear that. Ohh that little nick nack has so much sentimental value. WHAT IS MY PROBLEM. Will someone come to my house and just get rid of this stuff for me?? My sister has promised that while she is up here for Easter that she will clean my closet out. Ohhh I wish she was coming this weekend. I want it cleannnnnnnnnnnn. Clean house = Clean mind. No wonder my mind is so cluttered. Even more incentive? My boyfriend is supposed to bring my new king sized mattress to my place this weekend... something needs to happen between now and then, because he is NOT seeing my place how it is now. (Which is a direct result of me visiting him too much ;) ).

VACATION...please?
Ok I know I was just in Florida over a month and a half ago... but I am so ready for a vacation. Being home SICK SICK SICK last week for 3 days doesn't count either. Mostly I am ready to see my family. A month and one week from today I will be flying to Houston to see my parents and little brothers with the boyfriend, and I am so so so so so excited. But can I really last a month? As long as it goes as fast as Feb, I supposed. But there goes my whole goal of living in the present and not living event to event in life. Ohh well, always a goal to achieve.

Speaking of Goals to Achieve .... I heard a comedian today that said "They always told us in school that practice made perfect. Then they would tell you that no one was perfect. ... So I just stopped practicing." haha

Ok enough random thoughts for today.